Bloody CrossOne Life Only . com13/1 - 2003Bloody CrossWith rusty nails through his old crippled hands, hangs the betrayed from the bloody cross.His eyes are long gone, he will see no more, as the pigeons are having a feast.They celebrate the ending of all that once was wonderful.Why does it have to be that way?They drank out of the forbidden pond - And so what?Come on - take your best shot at me - you can\'t hurt me - I am evil /itself!His flesh is rotting as the maggots begin to eat out of his beaten body.A young woman sits at his feet, waiting for his legs to fall.For in this world of souls - no one is whole anymore!Why does it have to be that way?They drank out of the forbidden pond - And so what?Come on - take your best shot at me - you can\'t hurt me - I am evil itself!As the stench of decay rises from his sunburned head - A little boy is being roasted in the flames of the soldier\'s fire.And a lifeless body of a young girl is being carried out of the general\'s tent -
A room full of fearA room full of fearI see and I hearTheir voices with inTheir sorrow their sinNo night no dayAll has gone awayA simple soundIs left on this groundA cry out loudSome scream some shoutBut one and allAlone they fallThey fight the powerIn the final hourWe hope for the bestAnd fear for the rest
One StepOne Step One stepOne step closerOne step to the edgeI am leaning right overI haven't been this close beforeOne leap - and I am no moreDo you feel it?Do you feel the rush?Do you see what I am seeing?Do you live at the cost?The cost of life - the cost of feelingThe pleasure of breath - the pleasure of breathingBut if I take that stepThat step to the edgeI won't liveWon't live to regretRegret that she left meRegret that she's goneRegret its all overI could have wonIs it all worth it?Is it worth the leap?
Dreams or hateIf I was a dream - what would I do?Bring love and glory - or hunt only you?Some people say dreams can alter your fadeBut I will assure its all about hate
Midnight Ghost one life only . com 13/1 - 2003Midnight GhostWith the come of light – you fade awayDid I only dream – I need you to stayWhy aren't you here – when I need you the mostI only see you now – as my midnight ghostOh why did you go - I begged you to stayBut that evening night - you walked awayYou left my heart - here on the floorI will remember that night - forevermoreI took that gun - that hunts me soI ran out the door – but where am I to goWhen I jumped in the cab – I told him to findThe girl that took – my heart that nightOh why did you go - I begged you to stayBut that evening night - you walked awayYou left my heart - here on the floorI will remember that night - forevermoreWe pulled up to your house – I saw the lightYou were still up – would you put up a fightIf I were polite – would you let me inOr have you let' me go – am I gone with the windOh why did you go - I begged you to stayBut that evening night - you walked awayYou left my heart - here on the
The Day The World Went AwayThe world went awaywild and untetheredfrom now-loose neurons -Oh how it flewfor that blind momentbefore the lacework brokeand flung serotoninagainst baroque wallpaper.
The Art of Ownership .it is disgustinghow much i want to possess youkeep you in my pocketand seal you between my ribsin the placei used to keep my treasuresas a childi had a dollhouseand i was dictator of thedelicate little figuresi controlled thembent their fragile limbsforcefully made themhappyi have a habit of breaking thingsmy past littered withshards and splintersof things once wholesomehow i tend to ruinthe things i like the bestbecause what fun is itto play with somethingthat is perfectnow i have you in my sightand you're the flawless candidatefor me to swallow downlike the greedy child i used to beyou're just like a dollso handsomeand politeand quietit would be so easy for meto snap your porcelain neckandproudlydisplayyourbrokenpieces